pity me

I suffered a sports injury to my penis which was so brutal that the scar tissue that then formed inside my urethra started blocking my urine and cum from coming out. It’s called a urethral stricture, and I now have to go in for a highly invasive operation that involves them crushing the scar tissue inside my cock and then slicing it open so my urine/cum can flow out properly again. It will be months still before I piss properly or have sex again