Northern chump

I was in love with a friend of a friend who was leagues out of what I should aim for being better looking, smarter, more intelligent and financially more successful than me, dated her a bit and it went quiet but was always texting her, one weekend agree months of texting we finally consummate but I’m too fucked to get it up, next weekend the same thing happened and day after she said were friends with benefits without the friendship or benefits. Truly devastated that I missed out on a potentially life happy ending because I couldn’t maintain an erection with girl of my dreams.